So I'm in the thinking mood... and now I just feel like writing... It's weird thinking that I'm a senior. I never thought this year would come. It always seemed like it was forever away. And I was thinking, everything's going to change next year. All the people in my grade that I've been with, for some, 12 years, I may never actually see again. I kinda wish I would've become closer to more people in my grade. I don't really know why I care though. I feel like I've been so busy these last couple months, that I kinda feel like I've missed out on things. I haven't taken the time to just sit down and relax and enjoy life. It'll be nice to do that once cross country and marching band are over. I hate working Sundays! I can't wait till I can start going to church every week again. So I've decided I hate when people change. Like I realize that everyone does and it's kinda inevitable. But I hate when people change for the worse. When you remember having so much fun with them and loved being with them, then something happens and they're different. I hate that I still let it bother me. I try not to... I really do. Move on Courtney... Right? Why is it that it's the happy memories that make us sad? They do for me atleast. Those are the memories that I think "Dang... Why can't it still be like that?"... Its so strange. The song I'm listening too... is like the same way I feel right now. I love that about music! This Friday I didn't go to school which was nice! I went to lunch with Kyle, Sandi, and Mom, then I got my senior pictures taken. I can't wait to get my proofs back. They should be done by next Friday! Good stuff! Last night I hung out with Claire, and that was so much fun! She is one crazy girl who I adore! We definitely had an eventful evening!  Today I had cross country in the morning, where I just rode a bike because my freaking shin splints still aren't gone. It was enjoyable though because although I almost froze to death, the sun was shining and it was really pretty outside! After that I went to work for Billy so he could help beat those cross country guys at frisbee! This evening I've just kinda been sitting around. I took a nap outside which was nice. There was a cross country dinner tonight, but I didn't really feel like going. ehh oh well.... Well thats all I've got... Courtney | 
